well i finnaly found a girl its been like what sooo long but ya i found a girl . Her name is Ashley she is fuckign awesome wish i woulda met her sooner. she and I have soo much in common i met her online but meh she lives not too far away from my buddies appt. when im with her i feel awesome its been awhile since i have feeling for anybody i dont know hwo to handle them naymore i feel like im younger teens again not an almsot 20yr old and she is close to my age to owhich is pretty cool. i hope this one works out i can see us going far :)